Tuesday 1 January 2013

2013.

真的很懒惰要打blog  原谅我的堕落
假期第一天开始 没有过11点是不会起来的 -.-

看着弟弟妹妹在收拾书包
我在旁边幸灾乐祸 啊哈哈哈 XD
原来那种感觉真的很爽

昨天半夜打开电脑 一个两个happy new year
不然就写住去哪里倒数
说真的 我没有很兴奋 -.- 只是2012变去2013
我庆幸没有世界末日
我开始担心我的成绩
马来文 TT 阿弥陀佛

Hope that 2013 be nice to me.

长越大就觉得钱越来越不够用
RM50 一天就可以用完了 -.-
14号我就要开始去赚钱了!:D
我不能再用爸妈的钱, 要靠自己双手赚钱!

3 days to go.
Cannot wait to see u. 

Friday 16 November 2012

崩溃!

我好烦好烦好烦
我好累好累好累
我好气好气好气
我好闷好闷好闷

现在是怎样?
事情一个接一个来
我好想一觉睡到天亮
全部东西忘光光
太郁闷了 太郁闷了

真是自做多情的家伙
是你想太多 还是我
如果是你
拜托 不是你想的那样 -.-

我应该要收敛一点。

朋友的定义到底是什么?
突然对它很陌生
朋友之间不是应该不会有压力的吗?
突然觉得好辛苦
都不知道在计较什么

老实说 你们懂的
只是表面的我
你们认为我很坚强 很开朗
可是有血 有心 就会有泪
我也有脆弱的时候
我害怕你们看见那个脆弱的我

有时候
我只想一个人静一静

还有 你们这种人
我真的很讨厌!

BITCH 

*forgive me for being so rude*

Wednesday 14 November 2012

爱情就是那么一回事。

最近好忧郁 好忧郁
忧郁到快要疯掉了

不知道在期待什么
明知道不可能
却还一直注入希望

心在哪里一方
我自己也不知道
不同的地点
不同的时间
不同的思念

烦恼是自己找来的
何必那么爱钻牛角尖
一切的一切都是因为想太多
如果人的记忆像金鱼该有多好
永远只有7秒的记忆

能不能坦率一点?
何必一直话中有话
我们都在追求同样的东西
可是追求的路途中, 我们的需求却不一样
是你的不谅解还是我的不理解?
有缘又如何....

相识
暧昧
追求
告白
恋爱
吵架
分手

爱情就是那么一回事。


Wednesday 31 October 2012

Fighting!

November reach, SPM coming. gosh!
nervous nervous nervous

but it is more excited for me. :D
i'm looking forward to my class trip. TEEHEEE!
31 days to go, i get freedom.

cannot wait for that.

4 days to go.
i really put all my effort in my study.
REALLY, trust me!
but then i feel like i get nothing in my brain.
WHAT THE HELL -.-
i can imagine when i sitting on the chair,
looking at the exam paper,
but duno what to write.
this is so terrible!

I swear, i dun want to fail my BM and MORAL anymore!

SEE! i'm STUDYING! :D

Wednesday 26 September 2012

世界上没有肥女人, 只有懒女人 XD

Left 1 month, i have to sit for my SPM.
i feel nervous but also excited XD
this time trial i didn't do well, but i ad did my best.
haiz... i scare of my BM and MORAL -.-
this two subjects i almost fail during this trial, but luckily just almost.
hope SPM won't fail, god bless me! 
next week our school having exam again, what the hell -.-
i decide to sit for some subjects only, hehe...

I had stopped sport for almost 2 months.
when i step on the weight control, i get shock.
my weight increases, what a terrible number!
i cannot accept the truth TT
i scare i will getting fatter and fatter.
i go jogging with my father every afternoon.
erm... not really everytimes, just sometimes. XD
sometimes i feel tired wan to go for jogging ><
any method can get slim faster?
my target : 50kg, hahaha XD

i know, there is no substituted for hard work.

Thursday 6 September 2012

Appreciate.

我过了很煎熬的两个礼拜。
每天熬夜, 用脑背一大堆"information" -.-
现在的我很兴奋,想回trial之前的心情, 那时真的是每天在烦。
Trial end, SPM coming.
还剩60天。
考完trial才发现原来我还有很多东西不会。-.-
我不想要到SPM之前又来熬夜,感觉很累很糟。
move forward, keep the work hard.


The life is what you make it.
No matter what, you're going to mess up something.
but the good part is u get to decide how u're going to mess it up.

Only once in your life, i truly believe.
You find someone who can completely turn your word around.
You tell them things that you will never share with others soul,
You share hope for the future, dreams that will never come true, and the many disappointments that happened in your life.
When somethings wonderful happened, you can't wait to tell them about it.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you get hurt, they will laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

They will never hurt you or make you feel like you are not good enough,
but rather they build you up.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you.
They love you for who you are.

They are a part of our life, true friends.
Thanks god had made me meet them.
I really love all my friends who have still stay with me in my life at this moment.
Without you all, my life is nothing and definitely be kinda plain and dull.
Thanks all the things that you all had done for me.
This will always be kept in my heart forever.

I Love you all   

Sunday 26 August 2012

say good luck to me!

Tomorrow trial
i should be holding the book and reading essay.
but too sad,
i was here typing my blog.

seriously,
i dunno what should i study,
i think i can handle my exam.
hmm...
izit me too confidence? ==

anyway,
wish me good luck in my trial! :D


that's how i study, hehe XD

studying is boring.
everyone agree that right?